Billie eilish when we all fall asleep where do we go album

WeвЂ™ve really been choking up at every show.вЂќДЇINNEAS: вЂњEvery show feels like the final show. I stood onstage and just looked at the crowd-they were just screaming and they didnвЂ™t stop-and told them, 'I used to sit in my living room and cry because I wanted to do this.' I never thought in a thousand years this shit would happen. Our show in Stockholm was one of the most peak life experiences we've had. When youвЂ™ve supplied empathy for people, I think youвЂ™ve achieved something in music.вЂќД«illie: вЂњI have to just sit back and actually look at what's going on. But IвЂ™m so proud that we havenвЂ™t shied away from songs about self-loathing, insecurity, and frustration. ThatвЂ™s my default.вЂќДЇINNEAS: вЂњThere are moments of profound joy, and Billie and I share a lot of them, but when our motorвЂ™s off, itвЂ™s like weвЂ™re rolling downhill. My whole life IвЂ™ve always been a melancholy person. So it's like, why the fuck try to be something you're not?вЂќД«illie: вЂњDepression has sort of controlled everything in my life. No one's going to remember you one day-it could be hundreds of years or it could be one year, it doesn't matter-but anything you do, and anything anyone does to you, won't matter one day. It's that you don't have to fit into anything, because we all die, eventually. But it's not like they don't give a fuck about people or love or taking care of yourself. And they say they don't give a fuck because of me, which is a feeling I can't even describe. When people hear that song, they're like, 'Oh, poor baby Billie, she's so hurt.' But really I was just a dickhead for a minute and the only way I could deal with it was to stop and put myself in that person's place.вЂќД«illie: вЂњI love meeting these kids, they just don't give a fuck.

I wrote the song '8' from the perspective of somebody who I hurt. It's more like making a character out of yourself. And it's not like how rappers lie in their music because they think it sounds dope. The album isnвЂ™t me saying, 'I dreamed that'-itвЂ™s the feeling.вЂќД«illie: вЂњThere's a lot of lying on purpose. Sometimes the thing from my dream happens the next day and it's so weird. I've always had really bad night terrors and sleep paralysis, and all my dreams are lucid, so I can control them-I know that I'm dreaming when I'm dreaming. All things that don't have an explanation. вЂњThis is my child,вЂќ she says, вЂњand you get to hold it while it throws up on you.вЂќД«illie: вЂњEvery song on the album is something that happens when youвЂ™re asleep-sleep paralysis, night terrors, nightmares, lucid dreams. вЂњItвЂ™s not that the whole album is a bad dream, itвЂ™s justвЂ¦ surreal.вЂќ With an endearingly off-kilter mix of teen angst and experimentalism, Billie Eilish is really the perfect star for 2019-and here is where her and FINNEAS' heads are at as they prepare for the next phase of her plan for pop domination. вЂњIвЂ™m the monster under the bed, IвЂ™m my own worst enemy,вЂќ she told Beats 1 host Zane Lowe during an interview in Paris. вЂњNot firsts like вЂHereвЂ™s the first song we made with this kind of beat,вЂ™ but firsts like Billie saying, вЂI feel in love for the first time.вЂ™ You have a million chances to make an album you're proud of, but to write the song about falling in love for the first time? You only get one shot at that.вЂќД«illie, who is both beleaguered and fascinated by night terrors and sleep paralysis, has a complicated relationship with her subconscious. Sinister dance beats unfold into chattering dialogue from The Office on вЂњmy strange addiction,вЂќ and whispering vocals are laid over deliberately blown-out bass on вЂњxanny.вЂќ вЂњThere are a lot of firsts,вЂќ says FINNEAS. Now 17, the Los Angeles native-who was homeschooled along with her brother and co-writer, Finneas OвЂ™Connell-presents her much-anticipated debut album, a melancholy investigation of all the dark and mysterious spaces that linger in the back of our minds. Beginning with the haunting alt-pop smash вЂњOcean EyesвЂќ in 2016, Billie Eilish made it clear she was a new kind of pop star-an overtly awkward introvert who favors chilling melodies, moody beats, creepy videos, and a teasing crudeness Г la Tyler, The Creator.

Billie eilish when we all fall asleep where do we go album